tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-23598466573870677632024-03-13T06:46:22.486-04:00Think StewPretty much as the title states, This is my stew page for all things think-ed. All the odd, wacky and courious things that pass through my noggin.Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04162314901701505956noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2359846657387067763.post-3121733919568021882009-04-13T12:30:00.004-04:002009-04-13T12:38:02.425-04:00what have I done?Wow, when I actually take the time and sit and think about everything that I have backed out of, every <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_0" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">opportunity</span> that I have sabotaged, all the money wasted on classes, fees, and textbooks, It makes me very sad and upset. I could have done it. I could have been one of those people who went on to a college, <span id="SPELLING_ERROR_1" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">experienced</span> life and i<span id="SPELLING_ERROR_2" class="blsp-spelling-corrected">ndependence</span>, took chances and discovered my true self. I could have, if I had only applied myself. I was given chances, little art awards here, teachers and guidance counselors who supported me, and a supportive family. However nothing can compare to what goes on in your mind when you are battling intense chronic depression. I still can make it if I try, however I will be starting at ground zero.Evahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04162314901701505956noreply@blogger.com0